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Hi everyone,

Today I have decided to blog about the trip I like, I have though for a long time about which one I wanted to write because there are some I like but might not be long enough to fill a post and I will have to group some of them like Wax play for example.

So after a reflexion, I have decided to talk about some trip I like not as much as other but are still exciting for me. Diaper and boi play are part of these. In fact I have discovered them late in my experience and I can feel that I fancy them only during some period or when I am stressed for example.

I habe been introduce to diaper play a bit more than a year ago with Master ST who was my online Master who gave me some daily task (the same as the chastity play). He asked me once to go buy diaper at the store, this was part of an humiliation process because you have to admit that this is pretty embarrassing to go to the pharmacy and ask for some diaper ! Well the cashier was not helping too in this case I guess. Personally I have a complicated relation with humiliation because in private I fancy them really good and when I am outside with a Top, there is no problem too, I can relax and let the Top being my shield if there is some other people (this is one part of the reasons why people like me fancy being dominated, you can let go and let the other take the decision and the responsibilities) but I have to admit that having to do some “humiliating” task on my own is hard because you are the only person in charge and this make me feel a bit twisted. It is the same feeling when you go buy your first condom at the store or your first time entering a sex-shop, some internal shame, but this disappear when you realize that other people don’t really are interested in what you do after you left their surrounding. (But I will nit bother you with my delicate and tricky mind)

Anyway, after this episode, I came back at my place and in the evening, Master ST told me to wear one diaper, to drink a lot and to pee inside. I already had experience with piss so there was no real problem and the fact that I had to pee in a diaper was not to weird for me, I know some people may find it difficult but this was not my case. After I had peed inside, Master ST told me to put it  on my face and to fix it with something and to stay there in front of the webcam for 30 minutes. This was really hot because I could smell the odor of hot piss without being too wet. The situation with the diaper made me really horny but at this moment I did not made a parallel with baby play. We did some other play with diaper but not too many and unfortunately as I told you, the story ended and I find myself with a full bag of diaper I did not used until a moment ago after I went with Master J (during to be exact).

After I suck Master J, he asked me too keep His cock in my mouth and suck it like a baby with His feeding bottle, He sometimes called me His baby and I found it pretty fancy, I recalled some of the erotic stories I had read on Nifty and talking about Daddy/boi play and that I found myself quite enjoying and wanted to try once but not being sure I would find someone too do it. So without telling Master J, I quite enjoyed this situation that lasted only a few minutes and I secretely wanted it to go further but nothing happened (I might had come if we stayed together, who knows ?). During these period, I really had a interest back into diaper and some baby play and I tried to do it at home, I went to the store to buy some pacifier and a feeding bottle and find back my diaper….baby was ready. Along with a Alpha Slave with whom I  have contact for a few month now and with whom I share my lust and my stories in exchange for His training (this was the set up at the beginning but now I is much more than this and it would be complicated to explain this here, Maybe I will write a post about it if he agrees). He played with me by SMS and I was happy to experience my very baby experience. Again I had no problem to play with piss in the diaper and I think he found this quite exciting. For a evening, a night and the next morning, I kept the pacifier in mouth and feed myself with the feeding bottle, I also got my two “teddy bear” being the worn underwear of the Alpha I gain while training him to be a slave. It was really hot but I was not eager to do it longer because I still had a slightly repel about all the baby stuff and I was not ready to shit in the diaper to be honest.

So we continue only diaper play and he made me do something I would never found myself capable off, he made me wear the diaper for a morning and piss inside several time and asked me to go to class in my pissy diaper. I was afraid because it started leaking pretty much so I tried to bargain to put a new one and he agreed but wanted me to piss in it during the class. I was really scary about this and tried to back off but he convinced me with some trick (playing the not so interested guy ;-)). And so I drank a lot and go to class, satisfied with the idea the diaper was invisible for the public. I though I would not be able to do it to be honest but after having drink so many water, this was no other choice and after 45 minutes of class, I was forced to piss in my diaper with some friend near me, I was scared that it start to leak but it was not the case. At the break, I go to the toilet check if this was okay and it was so I spend the rest of the class in my pissy diaper with my friend near me noticing nothing. It was hot !

This is now the only experience I have with diaper and baby play, I do confess that sometime I take a pacifier in my mouth during a wank and of course I always have my “teddy bear” near me to gaze myself with a manly odor before sleeping.

Regarding the erotic story that really excited me, I put the link below. I do appreciate the fist one as it is quite what I want and I like the “forced” part of being a baby. The second one is much more hard and not suitable for me but quite hot in some way….

http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/urination/trapped-in-a-diaper/

http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/training-my-diaper-bitch/

(French part come later and picture illustrating the text too but you can enjoy my picture below of course)